In my favorite poem by Robert Frost, Nothing Gold Can Stay, he reminds us that like the seasons of nature, life is one season melting into another, and quickly fading away. This is my attempt to document each season in my life and my family.

Untitled, late-night ramblings…

Filed under: General — Rachel at 12:50 am on Monday, August 7, 2006

When I was just a little girl,
I knew what I would be.
As soon as I was all grown up,
I’d bounce a baby on my knee.
I couldn’t think of something better,
Than a baby of my own.
I couldn’t wait to be a mommy,
As soon as I was grown.
But sometime on the journey,
They told me I was wrong.
To be a mom is not enough,
If I wanted to belong.
To belong to the society,
And contribute all I owed.
I needed a career outside,
Not staying in my home.
I wanted to be important,
And make a difference in some way.
Doctor, lawyer, or nurse would do,
To make impressions that would stay.
Then one day it dawned on me,
I needn’t sell out on myself.
There was no reason to conform,
To put my own dreams on the shelf.
It didn’t matter what they said,
For me, God had a plan.
My life’s worked out so well for me,
Since I placed it in His hands.
A man who loves me every day,
Who claims me as his own.
He took me to himself to wed,
As soon as I was grown.
And now I am a mother,
A name that I hold dear.
What could be more meaningful,
Than holding my children near.
To hold their hands and brush their hair,
To read to them at night.
To kiss their cheeks, their lips, and nose,
To cuddle and hug them tight.
I’ve found what life is all about,
The greatest role I’ve ever known.
I hope my daughter knows it, too,
As soon as she is grown.

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Comment by lipstickface

August 7, 2006 @ 9:36 am

Did you pen this? It’s lovely!

I’m the child of a woman who chose career over motherhood. God had a lot of fixing to do on me to straighten that out.

My sister and I have always been jealous of our neighbors who had a stay at home mom. Mrs. Summers. She was the best. You’ve made a wonderful choice.

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Comment by Rachel

August 7, 2006 @ 10:04 am

Yes, I wrote it. I’m glad that you liked it.
I think I made the best choice for my family, too. Thanks for the comment.

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Comment by 6scavos

August 7, 2006 @ 10:12 am

Wow….I love it! This is how I feel too.

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Comment by MommyMimi

August 10, 2006 @ 9:24 am

Rachel that is awesome!!!

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Comment by Anonymous

August 11, 2006 @ 11:11 am

Rach, this is excellent. Couldn’t have said it better myself. Well said, my friend!
Lori

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Comment by Cheryl

August 11, 2006 @ 9:11 pm

Rachel, This is very good. In twenty years from now you will not be the one who will look back and wish you had chosen a career rather than to stay at home and spend time with your children.

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Comment by Rachel

August 11, 2006 @ 10:34 pm

Thanks, guys. You’re all so sweet.

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